Hey blog! I'm just typing this on my cellphone as my toenails dry and I have no internet up here.

I just wanted to share this but this morning I woke up looked out my window and thought I was somewhere else.

It was incredibly beautiful! It was around 6:30am and the sky was a darker light blue and there was a light sheet pa snow on the houses and their lawns. I wish I could describe it but I felt as if I was in calorado in some snowy mountain among tall trees and cottages with white smoke bellowing from their chimneys.

The tall dark trees among the pale blue dark sky and knowing my neighbours were cozy in their beds was so comforting. I wanted to take a picture but I would have had to take the screen out D:.

I love the view from my bedroom window. It makes you feel like you live in the mountains! My house is tall the houses sorta to the side and behind us are on higher ground so I look into there living room my second floor and I also look into our yards surrounded my trees its pretty.

I felt that is what I want to blog about today because it may me so happy so early I didn't want to move from bed and stare out all day. Ill take a picture soon if I can figure out to remove the screen or maybe trekk to the backyard on morning.


Sigh I'm not much of a city girl as I thought. A place like I described above is where I'd like to be.



The flame has finally been extinguished in theses eyes...if for forever, no one knows...

I've translated 2 articles and I'll translate 2 more before I take a mental break. After a long period of time without translating or speaking, I think my brain has a chance to comprehend the new information and I'm able to translate better and easier after each and every hiatus so to say.

In the pass the GRP articles were a true pain in the ass but now they aren't so bad and I look forward to posting up the remainder. I might e-mail them to see what is their status with the GRP topix since they released any new ones since late october 08. I also want to get a hold of Hii, now that G-REVO has made the switch to SGR.

I wonder if that had to do with Sifow and her School, I mean Hii is cool too though ^.^..I just wonder what she has in store for the company.

Changing the subject but I have readily declined 2 parties and there has been no notice on what I'll be doing on my birthday...probably sulk for a while, I find there is no reason to celebrate, nothing to be proud of...

Well I'm off to finish my translating ^.^



Every car door slam got me looking out my window..got me looking for you...

Hey Blog...I'm not doing too well. The end of the year has not been a good one at all. The whole year has been a bust, and I don't know why I still expect to have a good year..for things to be different. It's one thing to wish but another to try your best and all else still fails.

I'm not making any new years resolutions, I'm not going to set myself for failure anymore. no more goals, and no more promises.

live and let live. that is the only way to live my life.

I'm weary from the war
I'm losing half my soul

I've hardened like a stone
To face the world alone

Brought out the best and worst in me
I gave my all unselfishly

I'm losing half my soul
To face the world alone

It might seem sad...but it's coming from someone who never had things easy...but has been surrounded by those who have it all... I learned that it only gets harder.


-xiao



wow it's the after christmas post. Let's see first and foremost I just wish I didn't have a life full of drama. I really wish I didn't, but enough dotting on whats been and always will be. In short I didn't have a merry xmas, a happy xmas, a nice holiday.

i don't want to go into what happened because it's is extremely embarrassing. I'm not quite alright but anyways i got keyshia coles CD! I also recieved a case of my favorite drink, about 5 boxes of zebra cakes, really nice leopard print sheets to go with my leopard print comforter. among other nice things including guitar hero 4 which i was extremely dissapointed in.

I don't think i'll be spending new years with the family as in my grab bag person won't even be there and i don't want to associate with anyone else.

It may be highly depressing but thats tru life shit right there...

my cat stepped on my laptop and now the browser is super huge and i don't know how to make it smaller always except doing ctrl--, but i want to go back to the way it was.

keyshia coles CD is alright, i really like her and monica's song and since i got the holiday edition i like her xmas song.

i want to watch 2 movies, crows zero 2, and antique bakery...until then fuck tv!!!!



Wow Britney Spears CD is so cool!

hmm, I think Ive been the most indifferent person this xmas...no shopping, no xmas wishes, no plans, no anything, not even really talking about. I don't know...if it wasn't for my cousin bein so excited about me I'd probably sleep the day away. how depressing to someone but it's not for me.

I guess i put up a beautiful front.

I've taken a break from the grp project and been catching up on archived articles and polls...semi peice of cake except for the weird wording Grp likes to use on there topix.

my mom left the house at 6 to shop. my other sis has work and im watching hustla...he's so annoying lol...

just thinkin maybe i should be a translator of some sort haha



i just translated another article from GalWatch. What happened to prioritizing eh!! Prioritizing is more not what is important but what is more convenient. I am having so many setbacks with GRP, that Galwatch was a flick of a Cigarette.

I haven't been getting email's to my cellphone because RIM wants me to confirm my password for security reasons. how inconvenient I'll do it later. I did get my sisters favors out of the way. she got the mirotic ringtone XD, new level of respect for that man!

My kitty threw up this morning. I felt so bad and now he is on the prowl for my hammy. damn him! Yesterday i was on needpop and like saw someone shared keyshia coles CD...omg..i totally wanted to download it but knowing my mom already bought it for me as an xmas present XD same day it was released...im going to be special and hold of...u.U....WHY!!!!! it's calling me.

well...im off.



*cries* woes is me!!! So I'm working on the GRP project which I vow to finish before the new year or even christmas!!! It's so nerve wracking especially coming from someone who is not computer savvy. i did finish 1 section out of 12. but it's only 80 percent...still didn't put it together or record. >.<

I got the script wrote for 2 and 1/4 sections. and roughly translated 75%. i have been working on this for 3 days already!! kill me!!!

I went to GW and almost fainted when i thought i saw another article XD. I think i am having fun with this challenge and pressure i am putting on myself though!

the cat annoys me because it is such an attention whore, my other cat was so independent so i am not used to it.

what else, it's 6 am, i havent done the dishes in a while so i should. this project has taken all my free time XD. aish. another fuckin long day ahead!

even my sister is like I hope you finish your project soon so we can go back to watching dramas and movies together xD!



T.T I want to sleep so bad! I excersized yesterday so today my legs were really hurting, but then I stayed up all day and all night working on my Hi_sweety gal article followers! it's like a present a big bang for the year end....so yes i've been up so long...

i also ran/jogged yesterday so i'm chilling with my feet propped up...and i just want to lay my head back and sleep...but i can't cuz

we are getting a CAT!!!!! i was so happy ^.^, but now i have to wait for it to get picked up from the vet and brought here! u.u, plus i guess i should hide my hamster and fish until we see how it will react to them...because when she gets dropped off i am hitting the sack!!!

i was running on coffee and had sausage this morning and i still didn't get anywhere with my project! i hate computers, i hate codecs, i hate everything!!!! damn you! i also dislike japanese kanji so much right now.

sigh but i discovered a new song well new to me called keep the faith by kattun the video is hawt.

aiight im out...>.< i cnt even take a nap cuz i know i wont wake up XD



why do i always find that i want something fattening after working out?

Well i just finished 1hr workout and had icecream afterwards XD....it's not funny but i was like ahh wth.

I need to be more serious about weight loss or atleast firming up...no flab here!!!

anyways im about to take a shower get in some comfy pajama's....let yi yi run around while i watch a movie called Diary ^.^!!

jyaz.



hahaha i just have to blog about this! I totally just turned my sister into a DBSK fan XD, i thought this would never happen with her being the gangsta she is >.< she calles Jaejoong her boo and goes around saying "you got the wrong number" and "I got you under my skin.

I turned my mom into a DBSK lover too, she wants their xmas album

XDD this is the life ^.....^

all i got left is monica...but she is way to ghetto gangster so i really don't think so lol.



hey blog! Wow today I just like all my internet work was piling up! I do so much on the internet and i never really realized it until today and i made a list of everything i had to do!!

here is my list

Internet To-Do List
1. Update Gyaru Graphics
-Look for Graphics
-Upload to Photo Bucket
-Post to Journal
-do hat for 3 batches
2. Update Hi_sweety For Hime Directory
-Finish looking for links
-Finish coding for entry (find bullets)
-Post
3. Update Hi_sweety for Ulzzang Contacts
-Organize by contact color
Upload Pictures
-Post to Journal
4. Translate two Gal ranking Polls
-record in translational portfolio
-post to Hi_sweety
5. Download 2 Movies for Van
6. Burn DBSK Xmas to mom Ipod
7. Burn Nsync Christmas to mom ipod
8. Translate G-Revo information for Bambi
9. Reply to Myspace photo and journal comments
10. Update Drama/Movie myspace blog
11. Photo dump here
12. Voice Blog to Hi-sweety

Wow isn't that a lot of things to do just for the internet? I don't know why I do half the translating things. It takes a very long time because I want to make sure I do it to the best of my ability. if i was the only one to read it i wouldn't care but I post it to hi-sweety and even though only a few people read them I translate it very thoroughly almost taking 4 hrs a article about 5min for a poll.

I used to want to be a translator when iwas young and naiive about 6 years ago, but I really never wanted to once I understand the language. I like posting the Gal articles to hi_sweety because all this information is right here in our faces and it's nice to know someone may want to read it. ^.^ so i continue and yes translating helps me with my Japanese ALOT!! It's almost like studying but I have no desire to be a Japanese language genius or anything hehe I still suck in English grammar.

Today was the first time i actually voiced outloud what i was doing and of course my mother says "yea you should make money from it!" everything i mention she supports but I really don't want to be a translator....even though its thrilling when you give someone a translated document they can now understand and knowing they appreciate it.

For Gal graphics...sometimes i wonder what to do with that journal. i don't post "Gal" graphics anymore and i don't know if people really enjoy it...as much. Again with the translating...people love the Gal graphics but hate that they can't read the text and i giggle every time someone uses the gal that looks like she is about to barf...and in the entry they speak about being sick and actually the text on the gal graphic says "hungover"

With gal graphic not only do i have to translate the text i have to translate slang and sloppy kana >.<

Why do I do it....maybe it's more for me than it is for everyone else. I'm not really sure yet.

wow this is dragging on!



please God help me and my sister. We have some of the strangest conversations ever even on the phone. Today she wanted me to meet her in Oakland after work so I was on my way around 8pm-ish and i said to her"Where are you?" and she said back "In the tunnels." I was like "Wow I'm scared that you have service in there!" she was like "yea the Voyager has this secret like antenna that you can use in tunnels." then I was like " Wow the Voyager must actually mean take a voyage to outer space space becuase you probably get service out there!" she was like "uhuh" then i was like so that must mean the Venus gets service on Venus." She was like "hahah yes!" then i was like "my blackberry would just explode on the space shuttle fuck getting service haha, then she said "well get the blackberry storm, you might be able to get service in the eye of a hurricane. i was like "XXDDD yes! the dare must mean i fuckin dare you to try and get service on outer space i will blow the fuck up in your ear."

XDD....ahh our convo's are priceless. Anyways We went to our Chinese spot and got our eggrolls and headed to LuLu noodles then stopped off at the gas station for some pop cuz 7/11 charges you for using your card...then was on our way home XD and we saw this guy fall it was so hilarious and these 2 ladies walked up to us and was like so drunk saying merry christmas and stuff....i was just staring XD...so funny of course they were heading to the pub XD.

so we got home and watched a korean movie "he was cool" it was pretty good considering yesterday we watched a millionaires first love and was so disappointing!

My hamster is happy now too! he got a 3 in 1 ball. haha upgraded from his other ball he grew to big for it, i must be feeding to much lately!

pictures later!




Hey Blog! It's been a while ^.^!

So Thats my pic for this blog. I got called a lion wearing those lenses >.<, asian lenses are the best since they are made for those with dark eyes, also asian hair dyes are good too!

Anyways, I think I am getting sick and I will do everything in my power to prevent that! I literally ate cough drops today. speaking of sickly beings, I gave Jungmin his medicine today, I'm scared because he was really jumpy, kinda healthy today and im afraid it's like his last bit of energy before it's over. I havent seen him this active in a long time T.T

I think I should go to sleep.....it's late haha!

I have more to say but it's really not that important enough to relay it!



O.O, i need to go to sleep like now because i have an 10 oclock appointment tomorrow and i don't know exactly where it's at except it is in oakland and pass Frick. So i'll probably leave around 9am so i can look for it and still get to the appointment a little early. STRESSED....I need to get to bed but i have something downloading..... and i still haven't researched//rehearsed what i might say...

it's not me to come unprepared!!!

Today I...helped my sis with a scholarship essay and I had some beautiful udon. I will share pictures in my next post for sure but i promised i will be in bed by 12oclock!!!!! WAAHH!!

NERVOUS!




so isn't that just the fakest saddest pair of blue eyes you'll ever see.

I can't even fake a smile in my pictures. I feel so sad. -sigh- even when I do smile it never reaches my eyes...

aiyoo what to do? DBSK's new song Bolero is really nice. I wish it was out already, i've only heard previews so far. Changmin is my favorite member but his voice scares me, he can do so much with it..but he is just so loud haha i love him though.

I want new pants all my pants are too big size 13 or 9's too big now. I also want a new pair of DC's. -sigh-

so broke....

I just looked up what Bolero means and: a Spanish dance, illustrative of the passion of love, accompanied by caste nets and singing

Amazing.

I showed my sister the workout and she nearly died 5mins in. My body hurt so bad today..I couldn't even lay on the floor...oi, but i did have my milk shake today :D

Alright I'm going to go read my book >.>

bye bye



Well....I'm writing this to stall myself from making a milkshake complete with whip cream.

My sister and I ran out to market District for 2 digiorno pizza's and icecream and ended up being out for an hour. OMG the worse day to go to Market District it was like some festive holiday cheer up in that store. Orchestra, sampling in every isle, not to mention every college kid "pitt/carnegie melon" chose friday to do their shopping. It was a mess and not to mention it was hella cold and my leather coat was not zipping up and so i was freezing and my hair blew on the way into the store and basically i looked a mess let's just put it that way.

Jung min really looks terrible but I don't think he is suffering, I just want to take care of him the best I can and spend time with him more before he goes. :/...to sad of a subject.

I still haven't reached the end of "the science of fear" ...it's a slow read, lots of new information/statistics/facts...ive had it for 3 days and only about 150 out of 300 pages. not bad but I could be working through it faster if i had the time...I really enjoy it. It makes you think clearer when you read it. I like those types of books.

I also translated another Gal article..what the fuck is new Lol. Um, i was just looking through gal comm "ricoche, everyday gal" etc. i want to get back into it but it's like beating a dead horse, what is the use. So i told my friend I'll support her cir and anyone else that wants my support and i'll be like a fucking floater and just go with the flow. I wish i would have known about the diamond chicago event earlier...I need to club badly.

fuck pittsburgh.

>.>...okay need my milkshake now.



(-.-) *DEAD*

I nearly died in Work Out Today. Nearly, No possibly I am dead. I can barely move...I just want to sleep.

I was in bed yesterday thinking and calculating my BMI until 18.5 and I could go down to 105pds and still have a normal BMI. So this morning I wrote out a workout/semi diet plan.

hehehe...This is going to be a challenge especially when in work out i found out exactly how out of shape I was. I was popping so bad and 15 minutes in I was like panting and frothing. eheh just kidding but I was not doing good.

just think of it if i actually can get up...i will be making me some popcorn..butter none the less...aish this is going to be a huge challenge.

wish me luck!

starting point:
BMI: 20.6
Goal: 18.6

so basically i want to be thinner but at the same time loose this fat..flab w.e. there is not point in being thin if it's pretty much flabby too. so i want to loose weight while firm up!








Hey Blog.

Well as everyone knows christmas is near. I wonder what everyone would like?
Alot of people ask me but I really don't want anything. I either have everything I need or it is something i'd like to get myself.

I know that my family will get me something...i already know it will probably be a CD and food.


My mom usually gets my favorite senbei mix from tokyo and maybe this year will be a lot of zebra cakes. last year it was senbei, guitar hero 3 and ddr super nova 2....they will probably get me Keyshia Coles new CD since I hinted that i do want it. guitar hero 4 is out and DDR X is out...but doubt i'd get it and that's okay.

I got conned into spending christmas with the family this year. My lil cousin who is 4 called me up personally and asked me...i can never deny him :/

I've been feeling a little weird lately because I keep going through this bouts of depression and it's not normal depression. yea i can be sad and you know push it inside but this depression is weird it's like a hole somewhere inside...i don't like it but its weird because i can feeling fine tomorrow. it's like it's not under my control. XD

Well i will finish romanizing by2 lyrics!



Title: Mai Mai Mai
Artist: By2
Language: Mandarin

buy buy shui jiao wo shi ai mai de nu hai
jian hao jin mai ji hui bu zai
bye bye bye qing chun xiao niao bu zai hui lai
gan zuo gan dan gan ai gan mai

buy 1 buy 2 ji xu de buy 3
chun mi yan ying dang ran yao huan ji
liu xi cai zhuang bi ji yao Ready
qiang jiu mei li you shen mo bu ke yi


mai mai mai shui jiao wo shi ai mai de nu hai
bai bian shi dai gen shang jie pai
Bye Bye Bye jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai
gan zuo gan dan gan ai gan mai


Buy 1 buy2 ji xu buy xia qu
pang ke duan qun da pei jia shang yi
xin yun shou shi yao zheng tao shou ji
qiang jiu jing ji Come On

Buy Buy Buy shui jiao wo shi ai mai de nu hai
jian hao jiu mai ji hui bu zai
bye bye bye qing chun xiao niao bu zao hui lai
gan zuo gan dang gan ai gan mai
xian liang gai ban zhuan gui di tan
zhui qiu Fashion bu yi ding hui bian huai


(Rap jiang mei mei)
po le hao duo dong de ku zi ye yao mai (you mao gao cuo a)
du kuai yao xia tian ni huan mai wei jin (you mao gao cuo a)
wei na shi na she yong de ni men gan ma mai? (dian jie a)
a zhe ge dong xi zhen mo bian yi (hao xi li a)



buy buy buy shui jiao wo shi ai mai de nu hai
jian hao jiu mai ji hui bu zai
bye bye bye qing shu xiao niao bu zai hui lai
gan zuo gan dang gan ai gan mai

xian liang gai ban zhuan gui di tan
zhui qu fashion bu yi ding hui bian huai
(Come On)

buy buy buy shui jiao wo shi ai mai de nu hai
jian hao jiu mai ji hui bu zai
bye bye bye qing shu xiao niao bu zai hui lai
gan zuo gan dang gan ai ga mai

mai mai mai shui jiao wo shi ai mai de nu hai
bai bian shi dai gen shang jie pai
bye bye bye jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai
gan zuo gan dang gan ai gan mai

Labels: by2, lyrics

I really like this duo! Their music is so cute but It's really hard to find romanized lyrics of their songs D: So I chose to romanize most of their songs from 16 under age CD!

Labels: by2, lyrics

Hello Blog! Today was freakishly cold I was like WTF I really hate this.

I had the chance to go the library because I wanted a book. I recently have been reading...well i was bored and my mom had the kite runner and i read that book in about 2 days. It was really good.

This time at the library I got 2 books one called why do we lie? and the other the science of fear. the science of fear is really good.

What else?

oh I went to this girls blogspot...well it was linked on google and she had this banging song playing...and it was ALICE 9!! I think i like that band haha my first song listening to them its called 9th revolver. I don't know though I made a post about the jrock band the gazette before but never listened to another song of theres but i really liked the one song reila. XD

maybe i will actually listen to them one day



Wow I feel sorta accomplished! I finished all my online works!

I translated another Gal article/Topic and posted it to my LJ. I also recorded both the romanji and english to my notebook!

I recorded the latest movies I've watched to my myspace blog!

I also added back those who requested Gal_Graphic friendship.

I'm now going to go look for more xmas graphics for Gal Graphics!

Wow and tomorrow I am going out with my Sister...I feel like somethings might be moving my way and that won't be a bad thing entirely.



oh my god NO...my mother has started to take out her Christmas stuff...i really don't like it. i dunno maybe i am not in the holiday spirit.

Well i am running on 4 hrs of sleep. so i could just be a little cranky.


i'm excited another season of bad girls is coming on, the drake and josh xmas movie, and ive been watching rock of love charm school, keyshia cole the way it is, and real chance of love.

i've become a couch potato. :/

aish well blah i feel so shitty and my pc is acting shitty downloading really slow....D;

bad mood xiao that's for sure...

ttyl