hey everyone, i hope you all had a very good thanks giving!
it was the first time ive seen my family since ive been back and um yea i walked in the room and everyones like "hey!! omg what happened to you!!"
:/...they are like your so tiny and frail. D:...i did loose a lot of weight since ive been back but i don't think i look unhealthy.
jungmin has cancer D: i think he has 2 months. i'm sad it's been a long time and i will definitely be sad to see him go...everyone laughs when i say "who is going to be my bodyguard!"but im serious. im going to miss going "JUNG MIN!!!!!!!!! and dancing in front of him and making him mad. D:
Anyways, i translated another article, and it is weird because i want to translate but not in the mood for the fustrations. i'm so lazy. i need to study more.
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 3:25 PM
• Wednesday, November 26, 2008 •
What a Glorious day! I get the whole living room to myself ^.^! I'm going to watch Loner tonight since I got some butter popcorn which is oh so bad for my teeth but i could care less!
I also have this other movie called Happy birthday which i guess i'll watch after I clean my room.
I almost freaked i dunno why but my pc and internet was moving super slow just now. so i went on a cleaning spree and like restarted my pc like 3 times >.<, it's fixed now but i was soo bummed!
i finished the jdrama long vacation. omg i love that drama and so didn't want it to end!!!
lookie my sister knitted yi yi a scarf XD.
I should be translating atleast something while i have peace a quiet but i just can't with my new found freedom XD
I have had this in my inbox for a long time that was sent to me by yen tian! i just love it and i'd like to share this with everyone ^.^<@!
Today is yesterday's tomorrow
by Jim Rohn
The problem with waiting until tomorrow is that when it finally arrives, it is called today. Today is yesterday's tomorrow. The question is what did we do with its opportunity? All too often we will waste tomorrow as we wasted yesterday, and as we are wasting today. All that could have been accomplished can easily elude us, despite our intentions, until we inevitably discover that the things that might have been have slipped from our embrace a single, unused day at a time. Each of us must pause frequently to remind ourselves that the clock is ticking. The same clock that began to tick from the moment we drew our first breath will also someday cease. Time is the great equalizer of all mankind. It has taken away the best and the worst of us without regard for either. Time offers opportunity but demands a sense of urgency. When the game of life is finally over, there is no second chance to correct our errors. The clock that is ticking away the moments of our lives does not care about winners and losers. It does not care about who succeeds or who fails. It does not care about excuses, fairness or equality. The only essential issue is how we played the game. Regardless of a person's current age, there is a sense of urgency that should drive them into action now - this very moment. We should be constantly aware of the value of each and every moment of our lives - moments that seem so insignificant that their loss often goes unnoticed. We still have all the time we need. We still have lots of chances - lots of opportunities - lots of years to show what we can do. For most of us, there will be a tomorrow, a next week, a next month, and a next year. But unless we develop a sense of urgency, those brief windows of time will be sadly wasted, as were the weeks and months and years before them. There isn't an endless supply! So as you think of your dreams and goals of your future tomorrow, begin today to take those very important first steps to making them all come to life.
like it? well i'm off!
Hve a good turkey day to everyone!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 9:59 AM
• Monday, November 24, 2008 •
omg so fuckin cold! I've been freezing for about 2 hrs....and just went to look at the thermo and it was knocked down to 50 degree....>.< and it's like 30 degree outside!!! I hate you pittsburgh!!!
Anyways I've been depressed these few days not to mention ive had a serious attitude problem. I've been sleeping way to much and being a total bum....I hate it but i can't do anything about it because of my situation.
so right now im loading 14sai no haha about 5 episodes...maybe download a movie than lock myself in my room once again. I should be translating but....too bored.
My stomach was bangin yesterday and i think its because ive been eating too much fast food in maybe 4 days ive had, subway, mcdonalds, wendy, palermo pizza, original pizza...not to mention my usual rice, oatmeal. omg my sister brought me a zebra cake yesterday and i almost puked >.<...im probably gaining so much weight and prob up to 120, i can't do my excersize since we have company...so T.T, omg so depressed!!!!!!!!
everytime i try to get through the movie "crying out love in the center of the world" i go to sleep so ive been watching it 15 minutes at a time before i conk out XD...even less...its boring in a way. i can't get through kimi wa petto it's boring to me too T.T!! matsujun scares me and so does the lead actress i feel like ive seen her before.
dunno when i'll be back online...>.< so tired. jyaz peeps
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 8:25 AM
• Saturday, November 22, 2008 •
Hey Blog!
i've been such a slacker lately...BUU!
Well it's partly been because my sis's friend has been staying with us and I've been working around their schedule not trying to step on any toes!
Anyways yesterday was enlightening her friend is really into Astro and like so we had this huge long discuss...it was beautiful *.*!!! plus she showed me her book called sextrology...it's intense XDD
I haven't translated the 2 latest articles on GW T.T, they are so confusing GRRR. I might tonight. Actually I have been watching a lot of Japanese movies and drama's for the sole purpose of brushing up on my japanese more!
I really like TW drama's and korean so for me to Watch JP drama's...is for studying only XD. I like doing it because you can find out many ways to use the same word in different context.
like "sou" can mean so many different things depending on the situation or tone.
So yay for geeky Xiao!!!
I'm watching kimi wa petto, and finishing the movie "Kids" and then going to watch Blue spring which is also japanese. I like watching jp movies with teens so you get to learn the slang and such!
anyways enough of that.
I have to do some stuff today and then GW came out with a new artcle to might have to translate that real quick.
jyaz@
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 6:16 AM
• Friday, November 21, 2008 •
Hello Blog, it's around 9:30 but been lazying around for a while.
It's snowing outside but it's even colder in this house. Everyone left except for me T.T! Instead of sulking I have decided to get my PC back in tip top shape and finish watching long vacation.
I've gotten the urge to write poems or vent my emotions in some creative way. I really don't like to write poems etc. about my feelings because I'm afraid that I will not be able to translate them well into words....
I'm not eloquent enough and poems usually demand that. I can deliver raw but I can't deliver the mystery and grace that is needed. I also do not posses wit so hell I'm fucked XD.
I think it's because poems are usually for the world and an audience. hmmm...i just don't know it's like wrapping paper...makes something really special and really pretty for someone. I could hand you my feelings straight...but instead we choose to pretty them, while hiding/sugar coating them and derive a poem from them.
weird to think of it that way right ^.^
<-my yummy hot chocolate for a bitter and cold day!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 6:30 AM
• Thursday, November 20, 2008 •
Hello Blog!
Well today didn't start out so well. I found out that a friend of my sisters is staying in our household. soo i don't know how long but i know my flow will be fucked up.
so right now im downloading like 5 movies and loading a couple of drama's on crunchy roll. then holing my self up...mi and xiu yi XD.
also i had a big black streak from a permanent marker across my cheek >.< embarrassing until i could get some hand sanitizer to get it off u.u
I'm currently watching sweeney todd until everything is done...i hate having bad signal upstairs.
i want to thank ariell for wishing me well♥ ! I wish the same for you and i have to start visiting your blog >.< i keep forgetting i dun have a friends page!!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 5:47 AM
• Tuesday, November 18, 2008 •
Hello blog!
This will not be a very good blog today...T.T, increasingly I have come to realize how useless my life and I have become.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel trapped, totally in a rut. I've lost focus because I don't have anything to focus on...I don't even have a dream.
I got into a huge argument today with my sister/mother. I didn't even feel bad because everything is true...even if it wasn't, i don't even deserve to argue....T.T, i just don't know anymore.
I don't even have a dream, i don't even want anything....most people think that is bad but when you don't want anything...nothing can be taken away from you and you'll never be disappointed.
there is not use crying over it...but i don't know where to start or what to do since i don't want to do anything...ive tried my best and somehow nothing ever works out for me.
ive never ask for anything and ive always depended on myself, but im not enough....but i don't have anyone else...
i really don't know how to cope anymore...i or no one else can make me happy anymore.
Started tomorrow...I will have to think about my future and thats something i havent thought about in a while, i never could afford to...
I'll try to be genki until then ne :D
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 10:48 PM
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Well I am back like i said i would be. my cellphone is charged now and i can turn the radio back on.
In the meantime...i messaged an old friend containing a birthday message.
I really don't know if i should have done that. I changed a lot, i am sure she has too so I really wonder if I should have just came out of nowhere since we haven't spoke for 2 or more years.
It's like bringing up a memory you so valiantly tried to forget. I will be honest i am not who i was in HS and so the Way i am now likes to run from the people i knew THEN...
I'm kind of strange that way...i made a pact to start over and i have really i have. I have changed the way i look, act, think and if it's for the worse i will believe and if its for the better i will believe it. I just don't want people that knew the way i was then to judge the way i am now.
I really don't need that ( i wouldn't in the least know how to juggle old friends with new) and i have done a really good job keeping it that way!
moving on to a less touchier subject! I really should have made plans to visit Tokyo for my birthday!!! Since adult day is so close to my bday it would have been really nice!
Plus I could have met up with Takashi! I really do miss him and often think back to the long talks and walks we have had. When cleaning out one of my purses i found one of the movie tickets that we went to go see together (T.T)...takashi had a beautiful personality thats for sure...he can out talk me and that just rules all!
aish enough about that touchy subject tooo hehe aren't i touchy today!
Well I just wanted to bring this to your attention but i think mi eyes are changing colors XD!! weird right? I don't have contacts in...and i can't get new ones so i dunno what going on...!! These aren't manipulated except in sizing and without flash! i just wish i would have used my real cam stead of my cell
i have more but the more i mess with the size the worse the quality!
well I'm off to watch Crows Zero...im having a oguri shun attack!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 12:49 AM
• Monday, November 17, 2008 •
Hello Blog!
Today er well yesterday was very stressful. It started out really well with me taking out all the necessary garbage and cleaning out the refrigerator. I then proceeded to tackle my room and do a little spring cleaning. It was a little nostalgic since I went through a lot of old things.
I gathered all my laundry, bedding, and toweling and started washing. It was really great i had finished doing most of that before 6am. I even let Xiu yi run around for a while before it was night night for him.
then my day took a turn for the worse....(T.T)
Around 9am i turned on the computer and this annoying little message kept popping up telling me i had a virus. i knew that that was actually a virus so i went online to find out more about it and tried everything to kill it but the more i searched and tried to scan for it the worse it made my pc..such as redirecting my websites and slowing my laptop down by a lot. with no such luck.... and at my wits end for about an hour i finally pulled out myrecovery aplicaation and driver disc (T.T) Bye Bye all my everything...I obviously couldn't save everything so i opted for saving my documents and my pictures. I had to take a nap after that...It was stressful!
around 5pm i turned on the pc and it's like i got it from the store. so sad! So i've been spending the rest of the evening installing a lot of stuff (firefox, vlc etc.) and especially put AVG to fucking work!!
I don't have asian fonts on my computer right now so i'm sad but i don't want to restart my laptop right now for i loaded 3 episodes of binbo danshi haha i'm so lazy. Luckily im not attached like that and didn't suffer any major loses..except i am really sad all my bookmarks are gone!
Right now i am cooking pasta...so i will check on that ^.^!
yay my pasta didn't burn!! Anyways I'm still a little bummed but I'll share some pictures with you!
wish i had a photo manip program installed but i will install photoshop another day...i still don't know how to do anything cool with it!
This is my pasta i just made and am eating right now...it is so good!
this is my lil apatoo XD just kidding but it's small ne? um it's stinky tooo cuz of yiyi's stank butt!
awww well i was going to post more but i was emailing them from my cell since i haven't installed the software for it yet and my radio got cut off because the battery is so low! T.T
i'll charge it and update more later!!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 9:56 PM
• Sunday, November 16, 2008 •
Hey blog!
i played official girl out now i got to change my blog music lol.
the last couple days i have been diggin back into my old music. oh man so many memories. I don't know man I came across all these old songs the one i can't stop listening to is Jim jones what you been drankin on. omg it's so old but that was my shit back then...i love jim jones thoo..so many ppl think he weak but i dun care...i used to like cam more but cam just whack now what he did lol i like juelz but my sis like him more.
not to mention they showing all jims vids on tv haha we fly high is on.
i realy don't got nothin to say. oooh it started snowing T.T, i hate it!!!!!
im going to work hard tomorrow >.< slacked all weekend!!!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 6:27 PM
• Saturday, November 15, 2008 •
wow so right now im still up as you can see lol, still can't sleep. I'm watching the km music festival live. commercials are on...i missed DBSK's arrival but i hope i didn't miss them perform. i missed 4 hrs of it lol. only 1 hr left.
when watching the commercials, i saw one for outback i was like wow they have outback steakhouse in korea! i would never starve!!!!
now watching a commercial with bong gi in it XD, aww i miss the drama he was in T.T
okay wtf that was no commercial now he is performing...plz dnt tell me that is him D:,, so not cool!!! he is wearing eye liner...and lol one star in the audiance looked so shocked i had the same facial expression she did!!
okay going to go finish lol so pointless post right
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 2:05 AM
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Hey yall. I'm just sitting here a little bummed. can't really sleep either. I don't even know why i am writing an entry since i don't have anything magnificent to say...
i unoo it just feels like nothing ain't going my way lately....i can't...i dun even know how to explain it U,U
haven't really done anything lately either...i slept 12 hrs tho XD...i did stay up for like 32 hrs straight..i was like acting cracky and insane so i passed out in bed at 2am and didnt awake until 4pm XD
omg omg so like totally! the strangest thing happened to me when i was watching "wo ai ni indonesia" Okay so the movie is a mix between bahasa indonesian and Chinese with indonesian subtitles on chinese parts.
I never knew what the word for okay/alright was in indonesian **well the word they used** but i knew how to say it in chinese so everytime they say Alright in mandarin the indonesian word would come up soo i would be like okay inggah must mean hao la which means okay in english.
has anyone ever had to translate a word twice to get to your native language XDD it's so weird i don't go okay inggah means okay...i have to go inggah means hao la which means okay.
it's so weird. i guess since i learned inggah from the chinese word i must always associate it that way and can't cut out the chinese. it's so not cool XD
oh yea my baby hehe well changmin is going to be modeling for Miss magazine. I just love it when he models, he is so for it yah know. I was looking at his pic and my youngest sis was like oh that someone blog since i just taught her what a blog is...i said no someone is comparing him to a manga character and she said oh yea they are right he does look like that manga character and than she said but he is CUTE. omg i was so happy like ILUSM!!!! no one likes my boo they go to jaejoong! she kept saying it too it was so beautiful! I like it when my baby gets attention!!
speaking of magazines i am selling all my mags be it jpanese or american! sooo check out my myspace blog. www.myspace.com/mikkichasez
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 12:06 AM
• Thursday, November 13, 2008 •
Wow my eyes are burning and my i have a cramp in my back or side. *sigh* I haven't slept in 30 hours. haha so I had a very cracktastic night.
singing mola mola thank be the lord...talking about nuns and jesus-aholics...going to hell for sure...that I AM sure of after tonight LOL.
I did find my SD card that I lost temporary when I had switched it to put stuff on someone elses SD card through my blackberry. I'm cited bout that. not to mention myspace came out wit a BB app! excited to download it if only my shitty ass fuckin phone omg kill it wit fire and give me new one would act right.
I'm probably going to finish another big bowl of spaghetti and pass out.
wtf else....sorry this is so incoherent but my brain wants to shut down.
oooooooooh i decided that I do want a tattoo. I want the word "Perfection" scrawled somewhere on my torso. That word is my best friend and my worse enemy. it means a lot to me, it defines my being pushes me forward while also holding back. ingenious i say.
k goign to pass out
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 7:04 PM
• Wednesday, November 12, 2008 •
I’ve been out of the American Gal scene for about 2 plus months. This is by choice of course. I took a huge leap of faith for the American scene mind you and I was pretty naive thinking that the American gal scene could become more than yearly cons or seasonal circles.
I don’t know how much money I’ve spent, planes I’ve taken, or vacation time I’ve used for a lifestyle I was never intrigued by. The Japanese gal lifestyle is what I wanted to live not this American gal lifestyle.
Maybe I’m just growing up or maybe my optimism is running low. Either way I’ve left my circles and no longer making moves on my part to contribute to this lifestyle.
I’m not changing because I never did, my style remains the same but I stay were I am. I will still be attending Sakuracon because that was a previous engagement…but render me inactive for any other gal “events”.
I’ve had fun, met amazing people on the way but this is my end. I’ve never been good with long distance relationships sadly. The internet communities and social networks just frustrate me.
I thought that you could make the Amegal scene into the jgal scene and even if it eventually reaches that status I’ll be way too old.
I’ve been playing around for too long and devoting a lot of time to something that most people find childish. It’s foolish and to be honest I feel like a fool especially sacrificing benefiting myself so that I will have the freedom to play with my gals. I’ve never had anything in my life so doing what I have been doing for so long has been full of sacrifices.
It’s like a relationship gone bad…it was fun while you were into it but now it’s just painful.
I’ll still translate and take care of Gal graphics but Angie won’t be going anywhere. it's time to live the normal life i always wanted.
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 7:24 PM
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wait wait wait a minute....im back, wtf that video was so sexy...to sexy i dnt think i even blinked...i love u tvxq
*died*
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 4:17 AM
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morning guys!
im just chillin this morning its about 7am. i completed all my work so im free today...which is much needed....since i was an emotional wreck. more on that later maybe.
im currently waiting for tvxq's new music video to download i am really excited. i heard the 3 new songs and i really like goodbye love. i really have a place in my heart for yoochuns voice, it's so precious. i just wish my Min would get more love, he is truly talented...or maybe i am just biased.
as a plus i translated a new gal article, it was old though. i gave up on the other one and saved it for a rainy day. i want to upload some things for gal graphics but i am out of amunition for once. speaking of ammunition everyone should see the movie windstruck...funny and sad. ive been digging the sad movies recently.
my cell is acting ass worthy and i finally figured out how to clean memory but its still mega douchy, i think i shall go out today but i want to go with someone and that someone i want to go with...im mad at >.<.
anyways if u didn't notice i have a fish widget on the side of my blog XD, his name is jungmin so feed him!!! jungmin is the name of my real fish he is so old he is a blue male betta and 2 years old and will be turning 3 this upcoming march but i dont think he will make. T.T
I really have been missing TK and i havent heard from him in over 2 months....booo, i need my talking buddy...i hope he is still pursueing his dream.
anyways im off the video is almost done and i will continue to be a bum! wow yay the video is done!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 4:02 AM
• Sunday, November 9, 2008 •
ooh wow last night was fun...well tonight its about 2am.
my sister brought her friend over who is really funny and like we was chillin w.e. watchin music bids and i let her charge my iphone on my lapT right...then she saw me lookin at Dizzy brand so we all ooohed and awwed over the check jacket and then we totally just kept lookin through 109 brands and was just jokin it was fun man...i love spreadin the gyaru love man. I was also suprised that cocolulu has its own cosmetic brand...amazing lol is it manba make lol.
then i watched a movie with V called baby and me....it is the fuckin cutest movie ever! lil sad but funny too. check it out!
Also the night before I watched Heavenly Forest (just lovin you) it has become one of my favorite movies to i want you to see that too!! it's really good!!
moving on! there is a Jbrand Called Angela <333 yay never had a brand the same name as me! すごい
look this is the jacket i want
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 11:31 PM
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Mornin!
I'm currently burning off shit. my computer is probably going to crash if i don't. its just taking forever to burn 1 movie...like 2 hrs. >.<, i want my old program back but i don't know why it is telling me interface not supported? maybe it's because im using softsub...? encoding alone on this new program took 1 1/2hrs!! i almost had to do subtitle shit by myself but halfway through of typing i quit fuck it....i can't find the srt file for it anywhere either....
not to mention during this process i can't use my usb cord DX so mad!
another thing i wanted to translate another gal article! this one confuses me soo much! with articles its hard for like subjects...you don't know if they are directing a statement at you...someone...or themselves. this one is particularly hard because it is not talking about gals directly it is talking about family/parents....halfway through i think they are talking about a gal family and not a related family. im so confused T.T..they mention a gal household but before mentioned just family household....so im really confused at to what type of family they are talking about later on or if im just fuckin lost. you know how japanese are and the subjects....such a vague language. im taking a break from it.
on a sweeter note i finished a couple things i had on my list! so yay....oh but wait then i got disturbing news...my mom has been talkin to this student/teacher aid i guess bout what i was doing in philly blah blah w.e. and how the student is going back...she is originally from philly came to pitt to find a job cnt etc...so she is going back and she said i can stay with her...im like no thnx haha...once jaded never again XD...im still upset though becuz i hate when ppl know my biz man...so annoying. i feel like a celeb everyone knows everything about me but ive never personally told them...DX
going to sit the rest of this burning out...im never using this program again...!!!!!!!!!!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 12:48 AM
• Friday, November 7, 2008 •
okay so this post was supposed to be full of fuckin win with a list of everything i accomplished today....but guess what i ain't do jack shit today, but sit on my ass XDD
Fuck! tomorrow i promise!
anyways...i watched the secret....you know what i am so fuckin tired of these movies bankin me! first a tale of two sisters and now the secret. what the fuck, ive never been so completely wrong in guessing the direction of a movie before. fuckin tired of it...im going back to my kdramas.
i did go out wit my supa staa who is trying to talk me into getting a tattoo done with her....i keep trying to tell her im too fickle to get one, way to wishy washy and hate feelings of regret so i am better off not getting one. if i had to get one it'd be maybe a quote that i really really fuckin admire. i have about 2 months before she wants to go...our bday is 1 week apart so yea she want to get together, it's her second tattoo tho so she must be addicted.
we got more lulu's oh fuck yes, first we went to the other chinese spot to get my lil sis her gen, then me and V went to lulu's and waited almost 30mins for our food to go...omg was it the spot tonight. my mango bubble tea was bomb as yoosh.
was going to upload some pic i took of us out, but i cnt find my cord....T.T
so here a meme instead
three names you go by: • An • Xiao • bong gi
three screen names you have had: • iiansgurl • chasezgirl • mikkichasez
three physical things you like about yourself: • eyes • teeth • hair
three physical things you don't like about yourself: • my weight • length of hair • height
three parts of your heritage: • Blk • Indo • irish
three things that scare you: • centipedes • pit bulls • sick ppl
three of your everyday essentials: • internet • a smile • toothpaste/toothbrush
three things you are wearing now: • glasses • ai t-shirt • vanilla jeans
three of your favourite bands or musical arts: ordered by the amount of listening they get: • DBSK • Keyshia Cole • Mink
three of your favourite songs (right now): • Wrong number DBSK • Snake Dance jay chou • Super human chris brown/kerri
three things you want in a relationship: • loyalty • honesty • mutual dependance
three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you: • smile • height • lean
three of your hobbies: • listening to music • shopping//window shopping lol • internetting!
three things you wanna do really badly right now: • sleep • watch my movie • hold xiu yi
three careers you're considering/considered before: • veterinarian • psychologist • business owner
three places you want to go on vacation: • jakarta • hong kong • Cali
three things you want to do before you die: • be completely happy • own a very successful business • visit takashi
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 7:18 PM
• Thursday, November 6, 2008 •
Well I just translated another Gal article, I really don't know if i should continue to translate them, i rarely get any feedback from it. I could easily just read the article and move on but i think it is fun you know sharing up to date and current gal news. you don't see anyone else translating such things do you??
anyways, i was listening to Jay Chou Capricorn album as i was translating, i know im not a huge fan of his but i usually find a gem or two that i like on his new album i liked prob 2 songs. this song Eastern palace. its so good! Later tonight I will also watch his movie Secret. I'm more in love with him as a person...not love but intrigued by, rather than his music. lol weird.
anyways im off
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 10:43 AM
• Wednesday, November 5, 2008 •
Wow so this might be a little gross entry, but this has been bothering me for a while. Unlike most people i've never had true problems with acne. Recently though I've been noticing an explosion....on my cheeks!!! I'm like this is gross...its like a slant of em going down my cheekbone w.e. area. so i was just washing my face i use a ton of products such as clean and clear, face scrubs, dial facial soap, true porefections etc. and was like speaking to myself outloud...."why do i only have acne on my cheeks." my mom was walking pass and simply said it's your cellphone!!!
ahh so im like that is probably true!! i've never really thought to clean my cell which is not a flip so tons of things come in contact with the earpeice everyday!! I held my cell to my face and exactly where the phone hits my face that is were the acne is. T.T, eew dirty phone, now i must eithor keep it in my holster or carry some kind of clean wipes around. Not to mention not only does the screen come in contact with my face, the keyboard also!! dirty fingers etc...oh my lord, i don't want this kind of phone anymore.
<--look at that shit, makes me look like i never washed my face in my whole damn life.
look at this article....http://blog.wired.com/gadgets/2007/01/cell_phones_fil.html
so erm on one hand i am so glad i found out the cause of my acen delimma!!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 10:44 AM
• Tuesday, November 4, 2008 •
So tired after watching the Election. Wow so a lot of people did vote for this election. i was a little nervous about pa...i didn't know it was a pretty controversial state. my lj friends list like 2 pages is full of OBAMA WON etc....
I'm going to watch tada, kimi ashiteiru "heavenly forest"...then hit the sack.
feelin a little down...moody even...need to calm down...
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 8:15 PM
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Wu, so did anyone vote? i know you still have 7 hours but did ya did ya??
I did~~!
<--old pic 2mnths old anyways that the best thing that happened to me today....other than that...cellphone is cut off and so is cable T.T, well the cable is just not working the other box works but the dvr box isn't...i really could care less about both, except i can't call to wish my peeps a happy birthday T.T
So i made a secret for GalSecrets for this upcoming week submission---^.^, if it's the only one then yea you will know it's me but oh well, it is not much a secret anyways...its true though!
if you ever see one of these in the store do not eat it....it's not very pleasant >.<
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 10:42 AM
• Monday, November 3, 2008 •
just gettin back from the outlet mall had to get some bedding. ooh so yea I downloaded a bunch of random songs like usual....and o-m-g...wtf is this GAZETTE....there song is beautiful. O.O, it's jrock, which i was never to fond of, but this song i'm hearing is called "Reila" is WOW! I like it ^.^
I need to look up more on them. I don't even know what they look like.
anyways before I go do that. oh shit xiu yi brb
back...T.T, he's not being his normal self, really must be tired or something, he is so quiet. I put some medicine in his water so i hope he continues to drink it.
so now that i was rudely interrupted i forgot what i was going to post about. eh anyways.
ELECTION DAY TUESDAY!!
anyone that is able to vote please do it! I'm going with friends from my precint etc. I'm debating the good time? 7am to 8pm...maybe early is good? i'm always up at 6am it would be no prob it's a hop skip away. since it is my first time maybe early would be good since the workers wont be so irrateted already lol.
i wanted to go with my mother but..she is registered some different precint T.T stupid...i wish you could go to any.
ooh this song is so bangin "Reila"...i like the instruments and his voice is not to bad. i think i will look into more of their songs if they are mellow like this.
let me get a pic of the band for this entry.
My teeth are probably rotten from halloween. damn candy! I gained weight too, I'm at 120pds...but i think your thinking wow thats good considering the diet your on XD, all fat and candy...comes at a price tho!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 3:15 PM
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<----that phone is so matchin my shit man. Mornin Blog.
Man so I have such bad luck, I decided to get the garbage out a little late today around 7am or so...so i went out as soon as i put the garbage down....a fuckin dog bounds around the corner....this wasn't no normal dog it wasn't just running towards me...it was fuckin gallopin' so yea i ran my ass right back in the house XD i was so stunned looking at it and almost got my ass attacked. >.<
I ended up waking up xiu yi on accident so i took him upstairs so he could go back to sleep. so kuai ^.^
So instead of getting pizza hut yesterday my sis and mom brought over pizza palermo...omg it was so bomb XDDDD! then we spent the rest of the night talkin and listening to music. did you know they have a donk remix??? it's so fuckin retarded xD, "beucue booty so big you can see it from the front! " WTF is that?? it's nasty thats it XD.
in a few imma watch "I not stupid" maybe eat some left over pizza. i know pizza for breakfast not the best but that is all i got XD!
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 5:11 AM
• Sunday, November 2, 2008 •
Wow that song Superhuman is really nice!!!!!! I always like Chris brown collabs with girls. They always turn out really pretty. Has anyone heard the Karina version of Official Girl? Karina is my girl but that is a mess...she should have atleast altered the beat a little for her voice, karina's voice is way stronger than cassies.
So So bored, I'm about to head out to petco though, and maybe get some pizza hut...I love pizza hut...
xiu yi is sleep....not a good thing.
well off to work >.<
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 12:09 PM
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So what's up blogspot. I'm totally bored right now...almost 8:30am.
I wish my phone would stop acting like a asshole!! it's a really critical time for me and i need my fuckin' phone calls. It just comes up one missed call and when i click to see who it was, it goes to the phone log and no phone calls were recorded. So i have no clue who to call back (T.T) I'm sorry to who ever has been calling me.
I Can't wait to post pictures of my baby! I moved him in yesterday ^.^, Jung was jealous!
It's sunday which is a cleaning day so i think i will spend some time doing that, i might wash my hair again today and actually flat iron it.
onto another subject. I reeived my voters reg card ^.^, I just have to go to the church down the street beautiful! I wish they would make the church around the corner into a voting place, but thats just me being lazy XD.
Haha this morning me and my sis/mom were looking at houses on google earth XDD, i totally looked for our house and it was so weird seeing it and i hated it cuz they took the picture when the neighbor had their gazeebo up! i hated that gazeebo i was so happy when we had that wind storm XD.